I remember when Mike and John finally stopped coming around as much and I know why they did, mom wouldn’t have sex with them no matter how hard they tried and because they were scared of Trevor. I was so so happy though because I hated them for a lot of reasons, they say they liked mom but I knew that that was a lie. They used her for her nice car, her money, her house that she was renting and they kept trying to use her for sex. They didn’t care about me, they didn’t even like me because I was a kid but they acted like they did because they were trying to have sex with her. Mom said once that she had sex with them before she got pregnant with me and they just never went away, even when she was having sex with my real dad. They were mad when mom got pregnant and even more mad when she decided to keep me and not give me up for adoption and I think that’s why they hated me. They watched porn in our house all of the time, I never saw it, but I could hear it all of the time. It was like they just gave up on life and they were doing everything that they could to get mom to do the same thing. Mike was fat which I don’t care about, and John was way skinny, but the thing I hated was that they both smelled so so bad. I don’t even know what that smell was that was like a really really sour kind of smell, but it was so bad and it was so so strong too.
That smell was mixed with the smell of pee and poop, like they didn’t wipe after they went poop and peed all over themselves. That and they had the worst body odor in the world, so there were so many horrible smells. When they peed or jerked off, they got it all over the toilet and didn’t clean up their mess. It was so so gross, I almost threw up once when I sat on the toilet and there was stuff all over it from one of them jerking off. I didn’t know what it was until I went to mom and told her about it, so she went and looked and got really really mad. She yelled at them for jerking off and leaving cum all over the seat, so that’s how I found out what they were doing. They didn’t like wearing much at all either, they just wore boxers and that was it, so that smell ended up getting into our chairs and couches. It was so bad that our house would stink for a whole week after they left. There was something seriously wrong with those two, I don’t know what it was, but I didn’t like how I felt when they were around and I didn’t like that they were trying to get mom to be like them. One day they were saying really mean things to me and my mom went off on them, I love that mom always sticks up for me no matter what and they always fought with mom because of it.
They called me a stupid little bitch and when mom went off on them, they got mad and went away again. After that I literally hoped that mom would never go out with a guy and I hoped she would never talk to them again. I didn’t want her to but I couldn’t stop her from doing it so all I could do was just hope that she didn’t. But, something completely changed in Hawaii when I saw Trevor for the very first time. First I saw him in the corner of my eye, and when I did, I just looked at him and couldn’t stop staring, I know I was way young then, but I still noticed how amazingly handsome and really really really cute he was. And when all of that stuff happened at the airport and mom finally got to meet him, I was so so excited and so happy for her! I still can’t describe how happy I was for her at all! And when she started going out with him that same day I was literally screaming in my head! I was way way beyond excited and happy, especially since she looked happier than I had ever seen her! When we were still flying back home I noticed that he really did like me, he wasn’t pretending to just so he could be with mom. I felt very safe and warm with him and I felt so so comfortable with him so yeah, he and I, we clicked on a level that even mom wasn’t expecting at all. That day, was by far one of the best days of my life, I’m not even joking! And he was so so hot! From the very first time I saw him, something felt completely different about him and it was something I wasn’t use to.
With Mike and John, it always felt, dark I guess. Dark and gloomy, like every thing was just depressing and sad, like life was not worth living at all and that happiness didn’t exists at all. It was like, why even bother trying in life? It felt very very depressing and there was a lot of anger and sadness all of the time so there were always huge arguments and fights between them and mom. But with Trevor, it felt bright and sunny, it felt really warm, it felt exciting and it made me and mom feel like we were going to be safe, that life was way exciting and that we should live and have so much fun. I felt excited around him and I felt like nothing could stop mom from doing what she wanted, like it made us feel like we got to do what we wanted and that nothing could stand in our way but us. It was like coming out of a dark and gloomy world where it was cold, dark, windy and where it rained all of the time, where nothing could ever go right for us no matter what. It was like the only luck we had was bad luck so there was no point in even trying. It felt like we walked from that world into the brightest, sunniest, warmest place that was so green with so many flowers, like it was a beautiful and exciting world. When he invited us to sit with him at the airport, I did it because I wanted to. It felt like, this is going to make me sound like I’m so so weird, but it was like he was surrounded by something or a whole bunch of people who were protecting us from everything and everyone that were bad. He glowed, I don’t know what it was but he seemed really happy, he was always smiling and laughing and he was so so positive about everything.
He didn’t have to say anything at all, but somehow I just had this feeling that he went through something really bad and it broke him. But something happened that made him fight through it all and rebuild himself from scratch and he ended up being way better than he was before he got broken. He had the brightest eyes ever and I’m not saying that just because they were green, it’s because he was just an amazing happy person. That’s why I wanted mom to be with him, why I wanted to her to go talk to him when I saw her staring at him and when I noticed that she was completely distracted by him. When I saw her staring at him like she was, I looked at him and that’s when I felt all his happiness, his warmth, his light and his protection. I knew then that mom was meant to be with him because mom had a really bad life and I somehow knew that if she went out with him, she would be so much happier and our lives would change for the better. And no matter what she decided to do in life he would help her and say things that would make her happy about what she was doing. It felt like he would tell her how proud he was of her. That’s why I fell in love with him when I was seven, not that kind of love, I mean I really really did want him to be my dad. I wanted mom to go out with him and I did want her to have sex with him, I wanted all of that because I wanted her to be happy, and if she was with him, she was definitely going to be and I knew that. I knew that and I was seven!
Anyway, I’m Haylee and I’m Allysa’s daughter and I think it’s kinda obvious that I’m not seven anymore or I am pretty sure that mom wouldn’t let me write this chapter. I’m bigger than I use to be but I’m still petite like mom is, only I’m smaller than her. I still have really long dirty blonde hair and I still model, I cheer, I do gymnastics, I play soccer and I play volleyball. I’m way way athletic and I LOVE it, and I have Trevor to thank for that. I’m tiny, I’m 4’9 I have blue eyes still and I have a little tan because I like to lay out in the sun all naked. For my size though, I think I have a really nice butt and I know a lot of people agree. My boobs, I don’t know how I can say this so I’ll just say that my boobs are small, they’re A Almost B cups right now. I have a skinny nose and full lips and like mom said, which I wish she didn’t say, I was voted as one of the most beautiful girls in the world. The one thing I will say about my body though, is that I love that Trevor is so into fitness and health because he got me into it too. So because of him and mom, I have muscles too, I love my abs, I have hard rock abs because of him, I actually have a six pack that everyone can really see. Mom does too, and she didn’t have rock hard abs until Trevor came into our lives. I have had tons of people compliment me on my abs and all of my other muscles all of the time. Especially since I still model little bikinis and swim suits. My friend Amy loves them so she likes to touch them all of the time, and so do other models. Another thing thats different about me now, is that I have braces now, and Trevor helped mom get them for me since mom was trying to pay her student loans.
I take after my mom when it comes to sex, I am a one of the horniest girls ever and I LOVE sex, I love everything about it, so I am exactly like her when it comes to sex. My sexual awakening actually happened earlier than you would think and I have to say that my curiosity about sex started back when moms ex friends watched porn in our house and when Amy told me about sex. Then it got even more interesting to me when I saw a penis for the very first time ever. It never turned me on, but after a few things happened way after that, yeah, it started to affect me. It got to where one night I was looking for videos of people kissing and I ended up finding porn, so that was all on me. I liked porn and I started to watch it a lot and after even more time, I actually started to experiment with one person. Later that led to talking to that one person more about sex to more exploring with them. Then that led to the day that I ended up loosing my virginity to the one person that couldn’t have been more perfect. I seriously couldn’t have lost my virginity to a better person because there weren’t any other people out there that were like them. And the best part of it all, is that I get to have sex with two people as much as I want, whenever I want as long as no one ever finds out about it. Well, I guess you are going to later but it’s whatever.
Anyway, enough about me and back to my story. Before I started my part of this story, mom let me read all of her chapters and she’s right about everything she said about me. I do remember saying all that stuff about me wanting her to be with him because I did, and you all know why I did, I talked about it already and I told you exactly why I did. I did say that I wanted them to have sex, because I really did want them too. They looked so so amazing and so hot together, I don’t know what else to say about that other than I got my wish! Mom was going out with a guy I loved and I was so excited about that. I loved him because of how much and how fast he changed my mom, it was like a night and day difference. I loved him because he accepted the fact that she had a kid, I loved him because he was excited that she had a kid, and I loved that he included me in everything they did together, unlike Mike and John. When he came to pick her up for their first date, I was so excited that I couldn’t stand it. I was using the bathroom because I needed to, but I didn’t want to because I was afraid that if I did, I wouldn’t get to see him. Well, I was right because he got there right when I was using the bathroom. So when I came out after I washed my hands, I saw that he was there. I saw mom glowing like crazy and I mean she was smiling.
She was backed against the wall and had one of her feet on the wall so her leg was bent, she was holding his belt and they were kissing. I stood there and watched him touch her boob and I watched her touch the bump in his pants and rub him while they were kissing. Mom looked so so hot so I knew that when he saw her, he wanted to have sex with her. So yeah I made a noise so they knew I was there and that’s when Trevor backed a way and stopped touching my mom like he was. I wasn’t even mad that he was doing that at all, I was really excited. But once they were gone, grandma came over to babysit me. I was happy that she liked Trevor, I didn’t think she did but she told me that she did. I don’t even know what time it was when mom got home because I was already asleep. All I remember was mom coming in my room and kissing me and then I fell asleep again, so I didn’t even know that Trevor was there too. When I got up the next morning, I went to go get a drink of water from the fridge, and when I got to the kitchen, I got way scared at first because I wasn’t all the way awake. All I saw was this really really tall big guy with big big muscles all over his body that I could see perfectly, abs, chest, sides, shoulders, legs and arms, I could see where the veins were in his muscles because the muscles were so big and I saw that he had tattoos all over his body.
He was only wearing a pair of really really tight underwear that looked like it was riding too low because I could see his muscles that made a v that went into his underwear. The underwear he was wearing made his thing look way way huge so there was a really really big bump between his legs, really big, way bigger than John or Mike’s, you couldn’t see theirs at all. This guy’s was like, sticking out right there in my face and not only that, his bump was so big that the waist band of his underwear was sticking out over his bump a little bit. And if I wanted to, all I would have to do in look down in his underwear and I would be able to see his penis. I could even see the outline of his penis in his underwear too, and I noticed all of that in just a few seconds while I was trying to wake up. But when I looked up and saw who it was I got so so excited and happy so I gasped and opened my eyes really wide when I realized who it was.
“Oh shit, I am so sorry!” He said while he looked at me like he was embarrassed and shocked.
“Good morning Trevor.” I said while I grinned at him because I knew what he was doing there and what he and my mom did.
Why else would he be almost naked in my kitchen like he was the day after their date?
“Good morning, how did you sleep?” He asked.
“I slept great, how did you sleep?” I asked while I looked at him and then his really big bump because I had never seen a bump that big.
It was like his underwear were way too tight and too small because I didn’t just see his huge bump, I could actually see the outline of a really big and wide penis. Like mom said, I knew that boys had penises and that they get boners because of Amy, she told me all about them and showed me a picture of her dad’s boner. But Trevor’s looked way huge compared to Amy’s dad’s penis, and Trevor didn’t even have a boner.
“Um, not too bad.” He said while his face turned red because he was so embarrassed, covered his bump with his hand which he didn’t even get it all, I could still see some of it, and started to walk to moms room.
“So did you spend the night here?” I asked while I smiled so big that it hurt almost.
“Yeah, I kinda did.” He said like he was freaking out.
“Yay! You did?!” I asked like I was getting way excited because I was.
“Yes I did.” He said while he laughed.
“Yes!! Yes yes yes yes yes!!” I said while I basically ran in place since I was so excited, he just made my day again!
“You’re not mad about that at all are you?” He asked while he laughed.
“Nope! Not mad at all, I’m excited!” I said making him smile.
“Well good because if it’s ok with you, I’d like to spend the day with you two plus we have some games to play today, but first, I really need to go put some clothes on and we need to make breakfast.” He said.
“Ok. I’ll go change too, hurry.” I said making him give me a high five with his free hand and walk away.
I was so excited that I was almost dizzy! When he went into moms room I knew that she had sex with him and I was way beyond happy and excited about that! Wanna know what I loved about him, he didn’t stink at all! He smelled so so good like, he took a bath and whatever he used made him smell amazing, that and he didn’t even look a little dirty! Best day ever, I thought while I ran to my room to change and when I came back out of my room, he was coming out of moms room wearing a tank top and some shorts. He let mom sleep for a while and he did that by playing a video game with me. After that we both went to the kitchen and started to make breakfast together, it was so amazing that I get chills thinking about it. When breakfast was ready, we both started to clean the kitchen together and while we were making breakfast and cleaning the kitchen, we were talking, dancing to music and laughing the whole time. Then we got the dishes together and we were getting ready to set the table when I saw mom standing by the door to the hallway watching us and she was crying with a huge smile.
“Hi mom, breakfast is ready!” I said making Trevor look at mom.
“You ok baby, what’s wrong?” He asked while he walked right up to her.
“Nothing is wrong baby, I’m beyond happy right now, you’re so so amazing.” She said softly before she stood up on her toes and kissed him.
“Mom is happy like me!” I said before they stopped kissing.
“Yes I am.” She sad with a smile.
“C’mon mom, I’m hungry, me and Trevor made all of this.” I said while I ran up to her, took her hand and pulled her to the table.
I didn’t know that men could cook at all until him and I think mom was way way surprised that he did that. We had a really really good breakfast too and I got to help him. But after breakfast mom went to change because she was only wearing a bra, the black panties she almost wore under her dress for her date and a black see through robe. She was all over him, like crazy, I mean, she might as well have been sitting in his lap the whole time and it looked like he was loving it because he couldn’t stop touching, hugging and holding her. I just sat there and looked at them while I smiled because I was so happy that they were together, you don’t understand how happy I was about that at all, oh my god! After breakfast Trevor and me washed all of the dishes and cleaned the kitchen, he even took the trash out. Then he came back in and sat with me and mom, she already got dressed and came back out.
“Ok, so I owe you an apology, I’m sorry you had to see me earlier the way you did. I should have known better because I knew you were here. I’m not making any excuses at all but that was just a force of habit.” He said making me look at him all confused.
“So if it’s habit then you walk around in your house with just your underwear all of the time.” I said making him nod his head yes.
“The only difference is that I have always been by myself, I didn’t have an incredibly beautiful girl and her daughter in the same house. So I’m sorry, I feel bad that you saw me like you did.” He said like he really really meant it.
“It’s ok, I’m use to seeing boys walk around in just their underwear so don’t worry.” I said making him look at me all weird.
“You are?” He asked like I shouldn’t be use to it.
“Well yeah, I’m a model and sometimes when I’m doing a shoot I see the boys walking around in their underwear, the girls all do it to.” I said.
I knew he was going to say that it was different because he was a grown up and that he still should have put more clothes on before he went to the fridge, so I started talking before he could say anything.
“I know what you’re going to say next, it’s ok Trevor, besides, me and mom walk around the house in our underwear all of the time and when moms ex friends wouldn’t leave, they only wore their underwear too. The only difference between you and them is that you’re not gross, you look way way better I mean, it wouldn’t bother me if you walked around my house like that all of the time.” I said with a smile.
“See? You worry too much.” Mom said with a smile making me laugh before they kissed.
That day was so so much fun! He hung out with me and like he promised, he played a bunch of video games with me and he helped me do my homework. Mom loved having him there because he actually helped her clean the house and make lunch for us. I loved watching mom because she looked like she was so happy, she couldn’t stop smiling and neither could he. Me Trevor and mom were playing games together and having a really fun time and I thought that was going to stop when our door bell rang and someone knocked on the door. When I looked out the window, I saw Mike standing at the door looking as gross and dirty as he always did. Mom kinda looked like she was freaking out and we could hear him saying something while he looked at Trevor’s truck.
“What the fuck is this?” Mike asked like he was pissed off.
“Who’s that?” Trevor asked.
“A cockroach, he won’t go away and leave me alone, I’ve asked him to leave me alone and he won’t.” Mom said.
“Want me to go talk to him?” He asked making me smile because I knew right then that he was going to protect her.
“No, I’ll go handle it.” She said while she got up and went to the door after she kissed him.
“What do you want? I’ve told you to leave me alone, what part of that don’t you get?” Mom asked.
“Who’s truck is that?” He asked like he wanted to fight someone.
“What are you doing here?” Mom asked.
“I need a place to crash, I got evicted.” He said.
“That’s not my problem, you need to call John and talk to him because you’re not staying here.” Mom said.
“C’mon, I don’t want to have to live out of my car.” He said.
“No Mike, you’re not staying here, I want you to go away and leave me alone, I don’t want you to call me, I don’t want to see you, I don’t want to talk to you. I’ve told you and John that I want nothing to do with you anymore, I’m done.” Mom said.
“You’re not done you stupid fucking bitch, you’re just being an irrational cunt, fucking cunt.” He said making me look at Trevor, I think that was the first time I got kinda scared of him.
“Oh hell no, hell the fuck no.” He said quietly after Mike called mom an irrational cunt and stupid bitch while he looked at mom.
Mom was holding her finger up and telling Trevor no, she knew that he wasn’t happy about him talking to mom like that. I wasn’t scared anymore, I was excited because I knew that Trevor was about to go beat Mike up.
“And you’re an asshole who can’t take a hint, the only person that got the hint is John, you need to be more like him.” Mom said making him mad.
“Who’s truck is that huh? Is that another man, are you out whoring around, spreading your pussy all over town?” He asked making Trevor look at mom again while mom was telling him no again.
“He better leave or he’s going to get hurt.” Trevor said quietly while he looked at me.
“It’s ok Trevor.” I said softly while I hugged him.
“No it’s not, no one talks to my girl or my girls daughter like that.” He said making me smile because I knew right then that for sure, he was our protector, I had no doubt about that at all.
“That’s my boyfriend’s truck, I have a boyfriend now.” Mom said while me and Trevor were talking.
“Oooh you have a boyfriend now huh?” He asked like he was mocking her.
“Yes I do.” Mom said like she was bragging.
“You don’t have a boyfriend, you’re too much of a slut.” He said making Trevor look like he was about to go kill him.
“Actually yes I do.” Mom said like she didn’t care that he called her that.
“Since when?” Mike asked while he laughed.
“Early this week.” Mom said like she was really happy.
“He’s got a big truck which means he’s got a small cock.” He said making my mom giggle.
“No, no he doesn’t have a small dick at all, unless you think nine and a half inches is small.” Mom said while she laughed making me look at Trevor like what?!.
“It’s probably really really skinny, like a pencil, it may be nine and a half inches long but he’s got a pencil dick. He said while he laughed.
“No no, it’s really really thick and really really fat, it’s so fat that my fingers don’t reach all the way around it, there’s probably about an inch gap and I can barely get him in my mouth. He’s more than twice your size and that’s when he’s not even a little hard, nice try, next.” Mom said making Trevor’s face turn red, he looked like he was kind of embarrassed.
“How do you know how big he is?” He asked, he was so dumb.
“He’s my boyfriend, we’re having sex you genius.” Mom said making me gasp before I started laughing.
“Oh now you wanna give up the pussy?! You’re such a fucking whore, just let me crash here, c’mon.” He said while mom got some major confidence for the first time.
“You’re not crashing here Mike, get that through your head, my daughter and I are sick of you and we are spending the weekend with my boyfriend.” Mom said.
“Fuck him, I’ll beat his fucking ass, fucking pussy, I’m already here so I’m just going to crash here.” Mike said like he didn’t care that mom had a boyfriend.
“Mike, no!” Mom yelled.
“Yes I am now move.” He said while he tried to push mom out of the way so he could get through the door and come in.
“Mike no, you’re not staying here!” Mom yelled while she pushed him back and out the door.
“Fuck you bitch, the hell I ain’t now get the fuck out of my way you stupid bitch, fucking psycho fucking bitch!” Mike yelled while he shoved mom making Trevor’s face turn red.
“I said NO Mike...” Mom was yelling when Trevor had enough and interrupted her.
All of a sudden I got major chills and I got scared for just a second because Trevor yelled. He already had a deep deep voice but it wasn’t booming or anything. It was very relaxing when he talked normal, but not when he yelled. When he yelled, I felt the warmest chills ever and after I jumped from being scared, I all of a sudden felt safer than I ever had when I wasn’t home alone with mom. It was like that feeling I got in Hawaii, remember that? Where it felt like there was either something or a bunch of really good people surrounding me and mom like they were trying to protect us? Yeah, it was exactly like that again only this time it came all at once and it was so strong that I got the biggest chills. Even mom was standing there with her mouth open in shock when he yelled. And when he yelled, his voice boomed so loud that it felt like it shook the whole house and everything got really really quite, really quite.
“HEY!” He yelled while he got up and went towards the door.
“She said no, do you understand?” Trevor yelled making Mike just stand there with his eyes all wide.
“Mike, meet my boyfriend Trevor.” Mom said with the biggest smile because she knew right then that Trevor was protecting her like crazy and she loved it!
Mike just stood there, I don’t think he expected Trevor to be as big as he was at all, so he stared like he was in shock. While he was staring like he was in shock, Trevor very gently and sweetly pushed mom behind him, and I knew why he did that, he did that just in case Mike wanted to try to hurt mom, if he did try, he’d have to get through Trevor first and I knew that there was no way he would be able to.
“I asked you a question sir.” Trevor said with so much power that me and mom could feel it.
“Look man, I don’t want any trouble..” He said before Trevor interrupted him while mom came and sat with me and while I snuggled with her so we could watch Trevor protect us.
“You’re a little late for that.” Trevor said loudly but he wasn’t yelling while he walked towards Mike.
“Look man, I just need a place to crash man, that’s all.” He said while mom bit her lip, looked at me, made her eyebrows jump then looked at her boyfriend again.
“She’s told you no, that means you are not crashing here, do you understand?” He asked making Mike stand there and stare like he was scared.
“Yy...yeah man, I’m sorry man.” Mike said with a look on his face that made it obvious that he was way scared of Trevor, and I mean he looked like he was about to cry.
“If you ever talk to my girl or her daughter like you just did or call them out of their names again, I will nock the shit out of you, are we clear?” He asked right when he got close to Mike and put his finger in his face.
“I didn’t even say anything to Haylee man!” He said like he was so so scared.
“Are we clear?” Trevor yelled.
“But I didn’t say anything to Haylee, I jus...” He said all terrified.
“That wasn’t the question, I asked you if we are clear.” Trevor said loudly but wasn’t yelling.
“Yeah man, I, I won’t, I swear man, I’m sorry.” He said, he was so scared that his voice was shaking.
“You need to leave..now, and you stay away from here.” Trevor said making me feel like his voice was shaking the house again, only he wasn’t yelling.
Mike just turned and started to walk away like he was scared, it was so funny so I started laughing at him.
“Don’t come back.” Trevor yelled while Mike walked to his car all fast while he actually went outside on the porch to watch him to make sure he left.
“Wwwwow.” I said making mom laugh.
“I know right?! That was so so sexy oh my god.” Mom said like she was out of breath while she looked at me and bit her lip.
“So can he like, just move in with us?” I asked while Trevor kept watching Mike leave.
“I mean seriously, he can walk around in just his underwear all of the time and everything, I don’t even care that his penis shows that good.” I said making mom kinda moan.
“That wouldn’t be such a good idea hun.” Mom said while she kept hugging me.
“Why?” I asked while I looked at her.
“Because sweetie, I won’t be able to control myself, I mean look at him, mmm, I have a hard enough time just seeing him and that hot yummy body of his but if I saw his dick like that, oh god.” She said quietly giving me these new tingly feelings.
“So you’d be having sex with him all of the time?” I asked making mom bite her lip.
“Uuuumm yyyeah, definitely.” She sighed.
“So? I wouldn’t care.” I said making her grin a little.
“But you’d see us, it’d be so bad that I would end up taking his underwear off and doing sexy things to him in front of you.” Mom said making me feel something weird, something I never felt before and it felt kinda good.
“I really wouldn’t care and I’d probably just watch, but I get it mom.” I said right we heard Trevor come back in the house.
“How the hell do you know that guy?” Trevor asked.
“Remember when I told you about that day I spent with friends watching certain kinds of movies and how some things happened?” Mom asked.
“Yes I do.” He said.
“Well, he and John are the guys that I told you about, they’ve been obsessed with me ever since. I haven’t done anything with them since just before I started seeing her real dad, I swear to god.” Mom said while she laughed.
“Oh I believe you, and I’m glad you didn’t, damn! Is he retarded?” He asked making us laugh so hard.
“No I’m serious! Is he really that slow and retarded?” He asked while he laughed.
“No not really, he actually graduated as a valedictorian so he’s smart.” Mom said.
“Wow, that’s actually really shocking...Meth is a hell of a drug.” Trevor said while we all laughed so hard while he sat down and mom sat in his lap and snuggled on him.
“Thank you for that baby.” She said with the biggest smile.
“No need to thank me baby.” He said making mom kiss him a few times.
“I’m not going to lie, that was really really sexy.” Mom said after they stopped kissing.
“Hello, I’m right here.” I said making them laugh.
That was the first time I have ever, ever felt like our house was a home, a place where we could get away from people like that, like it was our safe space and I know that it was the same for mom. I had never seen her as relaxed and comfortable as she did that day. And that new feeling I had, wasn’t going away at all, it was a tingly warm feeling and things started to happen to my body that never happened either. I did know that I wanted to see him in just his underwear again pretty bad because he did have a really really hot body and I wanted to see his big bump again. After that day, those tingly feelings kept coming and going and when they came they started to get stronger and stronger. I didn’t know what they were at all so I never said anything to anyone about it. I didn’t get to see moms boyfriend in just his underwear again because on the nights he stayed at our house, which was every weekend, he was more careful about stuff like that, but that’s ok. He and mom were still together! Over the next I don’t know, months and years, I got to know Trevor really really good, and let me tell you, I loved him more than I did when I was seven. He was AH-MAZE-ING to my mom, and me! I knew that mom was falling head over heals in love with him because she would cry when she didn’t get to see him. I know that because after he left our house to go home and work, I heard her crying in her room, so I went in and I thought they broke up. I started to feel sick and when I asked her what happened, she just told me that she missed him really bad and needed to see him. I also knew that he was falling in love with her because he would just show up at our house because he missed her too. You will never understand how happy I was and how much I loved Trevor for what he did for me and for my mom, ever! Mom was a completely different person and she was happy all of the time!
After my ninth birthday he knew that we knew that he owned the company he worked for because I told him that we did and what I loved, was that he knew mom wasn’t with him because of that at all, and he was right, mom loved him and didn’t care that he was rich. We also moved in with him. I remember mom was starting to stress because her lease was up and she had no idea what she was going to do. We couldn’t stay there because our landlords sold the house and she couldn’t find a place in Fulton where I’d be able to go to the same school. I didn’t know any of that until Trevor was at our house and mom was talking to him about it. And while she was telling him that she didn’t know what she was going to do, Trevor made me laugh because he raised his hand like I would in class when I knew an answer to a question.
“Oo, oo, pick me, pick me! Please! Pick me! Jason said while I laughed.
“I’m serious Trevor, I’m seriously stressed out, I don’t know what I’m going to do.” Mom said.
“Tell your mom to pick me.” Trevor said while he looked at me with his hand up still.
“Mom, you should pick Trevor.” I said while I laughed.
“Ok, yes what do you have to say Trevor. “Mom said while she laughed.
“I just finished moving into my new house right?” He asked.
“Trevor, no...” She said before he interrupted her.
“Babe, listen, it’s in the same area so she can go to the same school, two, I have four bedrooms so Haylee here can pick which room she wants, three you won’t have to pay rent so it’s rent free that way you don’t have to worry about any other expense at all, your school is all you’ll have to worry about. I can buy food so that’s nothing, my house is all solar and wind powered, and I have my own water spring so there’s even less expense you have to worry about. Four, and this is the best part, we can live together, I’ve been wanting you two to live with me for a while now and now that my house is done and I’ve just moved into it, and it’s all furnished and decorated, it’ll be easy for you to move in. I’m not saying for you to make your decision right this second, all I’m asking is that you think about it. Just know this, yes I really want you to, more than you know so give it some thought.” Trevor said making me get even more excited and mom smile.
“Ok, I’ll think about it.” Mom said.
“Ok, just let me know at least a week before you have to be out of here so I can hire some movers.” He said.
“I will, thank you baby.” Mom said before she snuggled up to him like I was.
We already knew that he was building a house on a whole bunch of land that he just bought. We also knew that it had a place where he could just bring his helicopter home when he was done with his flights. It was a really really big house that had a huge pool and big big bedrooms, it was so so nice, and I mean way nice. I was so so excited when mom finally told him yes, she wanted to live with him! So guess what! We moved in with him and I got to pick my own room that had its own bathroom in it just like his and my moms room. I loved it and so did mom! Even grandma came over and saw the house and fell in love with it because it was a huge log cabin kind of house, it was amazing! He had a huge huge garage (which I know now is called a hangar) in the back yard with a big landing pad. Plus he just bought a brand new helicopter that was black and grey with some orange stripes on it, it was way way nice! He was so excited about it so I know that it was a brand new Eurocopter EC155. He even showed us pictures of the inside and it looked like the inside of a limo, it was way way fancy! It had six really big and comfortable looking brown and black leather seats that faced each other and it had a big tv, tables and everything in it, it even had a fridge with drinks in it! So whoever got to fly in it literally got to fly in a limo, even the cockpit was way way fancy. I didn’t get to fly in it yet, but I loved watching him leave in it and watch him land, it was huge and it was so so pretty!
It was like, years after that, that it was almost my birthday, it was in like, a month later, he actually let me fly in his helicopter with him. One day mom was stressing out about how she was going to take care of me while she went to Kansas City for a test that she had to take. She was flying on one of Trevor’s big private jets that were taking mom and her class to Kansas City, how awesome was that?! Well, she was talking to dad about it and he just sat there and listened. He told her that he would take me with him on his flight which meant that I got to fly on his new helicopter! They didn’t know that I was hiding outside of their door listening to them too. And while I was, he literally told mom that he loved me like I was his own daughter! That made me cry so I went in and hugged him and that made mom cry. I got to sleep with them that night but before we went to bed, Trevor taught me what to say on the radio to the control tower at the airport. Then he practiced it with me for hours and even mom was helping me so I could memorize it, you wanna know why? Because I got to be his copilot and I was going to get to talk on the radio the whole time! I was way way excited! When I fell asleep, I had a dream that I was talking on the radio in the helicopter. Well, the next day when I woke up, I couldn’t go back to sleep so I just went and took a bath and kept practicing everything I was suppose to say. They got up later and Trevor helped mom get all of her stuff ready so she wouldn’t have to stress out about it at all, he literally only wanted her to worry about her test. He even made her and me breakfast before some of her friends got there to pick her up.
Later that day, I got so excited because I got to go to the hangar with Trevor, I’d been out there with him a lot and I’ve helped him clean his helicopter, but this was different, I actually got to fly in it! So we got the helicopter out of the hangar and he did a preflight inspection, then he did more things. He showed me how to start it, then he did his preflight check list and then I got to start it. He made a video of all of that for my mom and once we were ready, I got to talk on the radio and when I did, the lady who was on the radio sounded like she was way way surprised. So when we got to the airport, some of them were waiting outside for us so they could see who was talking to them on the radio. After we put gas in the helicopter, he flew to where his passengers were suppose to meet us and got out of the helicopter and went in. We took them to St. Louis where they were spending the whole day, but dad had something else planned that I didn’t even know about. All I know was that we flew somewhere in the hills or mountains and we landed in a place that was so so beautiful. We got out and we started taking a bunch of selfies together and I even modeled for him, then he modeled for me. Then we sent one of the videos we made and some pictures to mom. After that we started to have a picnic right there in the mountains right next to his helicopter. I was having the best time ever and I couldn’t have been happier and after a while he just kind of looked at me.
“This is one of my favorite places.” He said making me look at him.
“Why?” I asked.
“Well, because it’s kind of an escape, it’s quite and it’s beautiful here, it’s been a while since I’ve been here.” He said.
“Why haven’t you come her for a while?” I asked.
“I haven’t needed to since I met you and your mom. It was my escape from the world I guess you can say. If I was stressed or unhappy, I would come here.” He said.
“It’s really beautiful here and I’m glad you brought me here, but why did we come here today?” I asked while I smiled at my dad.
“Because there’s something I need to ask you and it’s very important. I’ve already talked to your grandma and grandpa so it’s your turn.” He said before he got up and went and got something out of the helicopter.
“Ok.” I said with a huge smile before he came back with a pink box and sat back down before I snuggled up to him.
“Ok so, I’m really nervous about this but here it goes.” He said while he looked in my eyes.
“I love your mom.” He said nervously.
“I know you do, and I know that she loves you.” I said with a smile.
“That’s good, but you know that I love you too, you and your mom have become the most important people in my life and I can’t imagine my life without either of you, so, I wanted to ask you personally for your permission to marry your mom, and ask you if you will be my step daughter officially?” He asked while he opened the box and showed me a really really fancy ring on a really really nice necklace.
I started crying my eyes out because yeah I wanted him to marry my mom! Could this day get any better, I thought while I cried. He took the necklace with the ring on it out of the box and held it up for me.
“Yes, yes you can marry my mom, I want you too and yes I will be your daughter officially.” I said while I cried my eyes out.
“This is yours. Thank you, thank you for making my life worth living, thank you for letting me be with your mom and for accepting me into your family the way you did. I will never be able to repay you for all you’ve done for me, but I’m sure as hell going to try.” He said while I cried and before he put my new my new necklace on and I hugged him.
“You don’t know how much you’ve helped me and mom so thank you, I’m so glad you met her.” I said while I tried to make sense since I was a happy mess.
“Oh my god so am I, don’t tell your mom that I’m going to ask her to marry me, it’s a surprise.” He said while we held each other.
“Really?! You’re going to put that kind of pressure on me?!” I asked while I laughed making him laugh.
“Yeah, I suppose so, but seriously this is a surprise.” He said while he held me like he did mom, only it wasn’t like, sexual and stuff.
“I can’t promise you that but I promise I’ll try.” I said while we laughed.
After that I was a mess for a while because I was so so happy, he was going to marry my mom! I couldn’t stop smiling after that! Later when we looked at the time, we noticed that it was time to go back to the airport so we went and flew back to St. Louis, picked his passengers up and took them back to Kingdom city. The rest of that day was so amazing, even after we were done with the flight and when we got home. Later I got to watch the videos of me talking on the radio, but, he actually let me fly the helicopter for a little while! So, two things happened to me that day, one, he basically proposed to me, and he was going to ask mom to marry him, and two, I found out why dad flew helicopters and why he loved it so much. So my goal was to keep modeling and work for dad as one of his pilots, I wanted to fly a helicopter like he did! When we got home I helped him put the helicopter in his hangar before we went into the house. I was so so tired because it was a long, way fun day so I just took a bath and got ready for bed. I loved the necklace and ring that Trevor got me, so I wore it with a little tank top and my panties and I was hoping that he would just wear his underwear and that’s it, but he wore shorts. After that we had dinner and we chilled and watched Netflix together before bedtime and I got to sleep and snuggle with him.
Later that night when I woke up, I felt something hard on my leg, which was my fault because my leg was right up against his bump. I didn’t know what it was at first but when I all of a sudden did, I got those new feelings so bad that I couldn’t breath because I knew it was his penis and I knew that he had a boner. I know it was just my lower leg below my knee and all, but I could feel it like crazy. I didn’t know how big nine and a half inches was, but it felt like it was huge. I didn’t know which way his penis was pointing but I do know that it was really really big and hard and I wanted to see it. So while he slept, I just kind of lifted the blankets to see if I could see it and I couldn’t because it was too dark. So I got my phone out and turned to light on and looked under the blankets again. That’s when I saw dad’s boner for the first time, and it was so so nice! Those new feelings I had, got so bad that I was tingling all over my body, but it was so much worse between my legs. Then it got way worse because when I got the light closer, I saw his boner sticking out of his shorts and underwear like crazy. After I saw that those new tingly and hot sexy feelings got so bad that it actually scared me. So I covered dad up and put my phone away and tried to go back to sleep, but I couldn’t get what I saw out of my head. It was way way better than just seeing his bump like I did that first night mom brought him home.
So I snuggle against him and laid my leg on his body so I could see what the part of his boner that was sticking out like crazy, felt like. I was surprised, it felt warm and soft but at the same time it felt so so hard. I just left my leg against it and tried to go to sleep but imagination was going way too crazy and I couldn’t get that image out of my head. I couldn’t believe that I was actually excited because I got to see my first real boner without it being in a picture like Amy showed me, but I was. I didn’t know what was going on with my body at all, all I knew was that I actually had to go to the bathroom and wipe myself a lot. God I was so glad that I finally fell asleep and that dad’s boner went away before I did, it was actually gone after the third or fourth time I went and wiped myself. When I woke up the next day he was already awake and was off doing something, I don’t know what but I do know he was in the house. So I was just laying there trying to wake up when all of a sudden the images of my dad’s penis came back in my head making all of those new feelings come back really bad. After only a few minutes, I had to get up and go wipe myself again, it was so so bad.
I tried not to think about it for the rest of the day, but because me and dad hung out all day and swam, it was so hard to not to. I even looked right at his bump a lot since I knew what dad had there now, and it was much nicer and bigger than my friend Amy’s dad’s, much nicer and bigger. The next few days were bad for me because no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop thinking about his penis, I guess you can say that I was starting to obsess about it. I was even trying to see it again as much as I could but it wasn’t easy, I even snuck in his room while he was in the shower. I did get to see it when I did that but he never had a boner when I saw it and it still looked way way hot and yummy. Dad has a really really nice dick, that’s all I could think when I was spying on him, he looked so yummy. And when he was naked in the shower, I actually snuck some pictures of him while he was naked. I’m so glad he never caught me spying on him because I’m pretty sure that he would have gotten mad at me and yelled at me or something. I was sneaky and I was really fast so I think I was able to keep from getting caught, I just wish that I would have been able to see him with a boner. I only knew that he never saw me spying on him or anything because he just kept acting like the normal amazing dad that he was. He kept joking and stuff like he always did so yeah, he definitely had no idea that his step little girl was spying on him...