Authors Note: The family I am attempt to face unconditional love has an issue with Ben, the demon of lust & blood lust in the visitor. This is part of my story. Enjoy.
Acatalepsy: its hard to find good RP'ers around
Acatalepsy: now
Acatalepsy: since it died out a few years ago
BIOSH0CK: yea..i stopped for a bit cause of the metagaming and godmodding. but i still get the itch to rp sometimes
Acatalepsy: yeah i haven't RP'ed in awhile
Acatalepsy: VB asked me about RP'ing here so i figured id give it a go
BIOSH0CK: ohhh ok
Acatalepsy: im in the process of building my chara now :)
BIOSH0CK: ohh thats cool :)
DracMorair: Nice.
DracMorair: I helped craft the T-1-5 system in imvus creation
DracMorair: If you need help let me know
Acatalepsy: thats awesome
DracMorair: And if you need a section, The Great Library can use you too.
DracMorair: I'm the section lead there
Acatalepsy: i've actually got some recruiting to do myself......I decided to take on the goddess of chaos
DracMorair: I'm The Historian, caretaker of the library
DracMorair: Well let me know what the Great Library can do for you to study your enemy
Acatalepsy: thank you :)
Acatalepsy: you sound very well versed
DracMorair: Story Teller for Vtm Vampires: the masqurade Table top for 20 years
DracMorair: I better be ;)
Acatalepsy: haha touche!!! i can defintely apperciate that
DracMorair: Also
BIOSH0CK: that always helps lol...since i had a flair for psychological horror i was made an unofficial storyteller in our group
DracMorair: if you have a need for freedom in other.. more carnal acts I have the Heathens Den too
Acatalepsy: i like you even more now haha
DracMorair: That's how I started to I was facinated at life and death as a teenager
DracMorair: still am
DracMorair: Shall I give you a preview of the Heathens Den?
Acatalepsy: yes please
DracMorair: Hell Ben
Guest_naikja: nice room
DracMorair: Its the rp I'm in as a section lead
Guest_naikja: Ben's asleep for now
DracMorair: Can you wake him?
DracMorair: Or did you have something to tell me?
Guest_naikja: just roaming
DracMorair: How's the family
DracMorair: you booted me before the juicy bits I bet
Guest_naikja: zack's falling for his mom >.<
DracMorair: And what about you? Isn'tthat desire in you too? part of bothyou and ben?
Guest_naikja: I have a woman, so I keep Ben locked away
DracMorair: Love knows no boundries
DracMorair: Accept it
DracMorair: So without ben here let me ask you
DracMorair: What is your darkest desire?
Guest_naikja: me? to be the best fighter out there
DracMorair: thats pride
DracMorair: not desire
DracMorair: lust
DracMorair: What is your darkest lust desire
DracMorair: ?
Guest_naikja: to fuck and cum in women
DracMorair: superficial, the purpose is to what?
Guest_naikja: Idk
DracMorair: Talk to ben, figure it out
Guest_naikja: I'm just bored right now and horny
DracMorair: You don't know how you are, ever, life is a dam miracle. Well short of all energy and allowing for the infinite... and why are you bored with infinite fucking possibilities your lazy not bored
Guest_naikja: true
Guest_naikja: you and zack go way back?
DracMorair: no, met him this morning through meetup, but he's an open soul, a shadow worker, like me in a lot of ways
DracMorair: If you excuse me I need to fix dinner. When Ben wakes, ask why desire is important to him
Guest_naikja: that's all he has
DracMorair: his entire being, his entire construct of what he is the Demon Lust. ?
Guest_naikja: almost
DracMorair: go on
Guest_naikja: he's pure lust and rage, and everything else I hold back
DracMorair: Lust also includes Blood Lust
DracMorair: Thats normal
DracMorair: Now why dont you accept ben ?
Guest_naikja: my kids, my family, and my woman
DracMorair: Fear of loss?
Guest_naikja: yes
DracMorair: Never swallow part of yourself for somebody's sake... there happiness isn't defined by you being a certain type of way. There the bigot while you get to smile at them and say I am who I am. It's a matter of accepting yourself... if they have an issue, its there issue not yours. Hence Being offended is fucking bullshit and further more makes respect a void concept.
DracMorair: That said, do you need your families respect AT all to be who you really are?
Guest_naikja: kinda
DracMorair: no you dont
DracMorair: I have no patience for the unsure
Guest_naikja: ok
DracMorair: If they cant accept that part of you
DracMorair: Thats there issue, not yours
DracMorair: you feel me?
DracMorair: bark
Guest_naikja: ok
DracMorair: Good.
DracMorair: Now what you going to do?
Guest_naikja: for now I'm chillin
DracMorair: Alright then do your family a favor
DracMorair: Talk to benn, get to know them. It
DracMorair: as I said its part of you
Guest_naikja: they know him
DracMorair: Innocence and ignorance: two sides of the same coin. Face the morning light, face the first angle on your mirror, first angel, First fallen, Satan. Face your demons, they are you. One unified field, We are one, We are Legion, Luke 17:21 The kingdom of heaven is within you! Science, Spirituality, Satanism, Christianty.... and many more stories told. Wake the fuck up!
DracMorair: they know of him, they dont accept him
Guest_naikja: they do, I don't
Guest_naikja: xD
DracMorair: Then tell why they tell ben to shut up
Guest_naikja: question
DracMorair: thats bull shit
Guest_naikja: question
DracMorair: anything
Guest_naikja: do you ever do sex rp?
DracMorair: I just created the Heathens den the idea of this place is to gather all the ones that have been repressed by imvu's BS. the worlds BS and have a nurturing place to do whatever we wish. Interested?
Guest_naikja: sorry if that's awkard to answer
DracMorair: I think I just did answer it
DracMorair: your wish is my command
Guest_naikja: eh, maybe another time
DracMorair: Well your not AP anyway
DracMorair: nevermind
DracMorair: perhaps your daughter?
DracMorair: pardons.. that was a bit crass
Guest_naikja: xD
Guest_naikja: do you spar?
DracMorair: This RP your sitting in
DracMorair: yes.
DracMorair: I also do sexual wrestling combining the two
DracMorair: Does ben wana come out and play?
DracMorair: just answer you dont have to commit to it
Guest_naikja: he does
DracMorair: Well when you and your family make peace with Ben. You know how to find me.
DracMorair: Have a great day love.
Guest_naikja: ok
Guest_naikja: mind if I just chill here?
DracMorair: sure
Guest_naikja: favorite position?
DracMorair: Any really, its the imagination thats key
Guest_naikja: you do sex rp a lot?
DracMorair: Yes, I've embraced my Lust & Blood Lust. She is of me and is me
DracMorair: They rather
DracMorair: she's not really a female
DracMorair: She's futa as I am
DracMorair: Though the feminine part of them
DracMorair: Is one that nurtures
DracMorair: I use that demon to nuture people
DracMorair: The sex is just superficial really
DracMorair: its the mind and souls I"m intrestrested in
Guest_naikja: how's mine?
DracMorair: We all have to turn the page sometime
DracMorair: I'm just a reminder of it