In a few weeks Kathryn is transformed from the typical milf to something she had never imagined by her own daughter and her group of lesbian friends. This story was co-authored with permission of the other writer to keep if for my own uses.
I just turned 39 and I accepted the fact that my daughter was a
lesbian. I didn't really care; she was my baby. I was only concerned with
her well being and not her sexual preference. There must have been signs
over the years; I guess I missed them. It was not easy raising Amanda
alone. I blame her cheating father for most of my problems, actually all of
them. She was 18 now and becoming more difficult to control. Amanda had
always been a straight A student. Active in sports, especially soccer and
basketball.
She had some friends I particularly didn't approve of, especially
this girl called Raven. She was into that Gothic sort of thing. Straight
black hair over one eye, black lipstick and fingernail polish. Body
piercings, always wore black knee high lace up boots and black
clothes. Amanda and Raven were so different. I don't know how on earth they
could be friends. I liked Traci, she was more like Amanda and a more
normal.
I was 22 when Amanda was born. I divorced her father when she was
11. I always tried to be a good mother to her. I owned two retail clothes
boutiques which are well managed by my staff. I always had time for
Amanda. I was at every basketball and soccer game she played in. Now, at
seventeen, I was suddenly in her "space" trying to control her every move.
I didn't want huge mother daughter fights, so I tried to be more
tolerant. I allowed the usual sleep overs; at and away from home. I was not
sure if all her friends were lesbians or not. I was glad I didn't have to
worry about her getting pregnant with some boy.
Junior year in high school was first year I met her friend
Raven. Once I asked her about Raven. I was suddenly in her "space" again. I
had no doubt in my mind that Raven was a lesbian also. However, she was so
different from the other girls. One day after school Amanda and Raven came
home together. They went to Amanda's room, but for only a few minutes. I
was in the kitchen when they walked in.
"Me and Raven are going to Traci's house to listen to music."
"Ok. Be back for dinner."
It was about fifteen minutes later; I heard a knock at the door. I
opened it and there was Raven. She casually stepped inside. "Hi,
Mrs. Baker."
I was surprised. "I thought you and Amanda were at Traci's."
"Amanda is. I thought we should talk alone."
"About what?"
I closed the door and followed Raven into the living room.
"About why you don't like me."
I stopped abruptly. "Who said I didn't like you?"
"No one has to say. I can tell. I scare you."
"What ever gave you that idea?"
"You don't understand me. I'm different. That scares you. It's better to
avoid me."
It was very awkward for me to look her in the eye. Because what she said
was true. She did frighten me.
I cleared my throat. "Well, I'm sorry. I don't intend to make you
feel....."
Raven cut me off. She stepped in close to me; her lips almost touching
mine. "You find me repulsive because you can't label me."
I quickly backed away from her. "That's the most ridiculous thing I've ever
heard."
Raven grabbed my shoulders and kissed me directly on the lips, darting her
tongue into my mouth.
I was stunned; completely caught off guard. I pushed her
back. "Stop that! Why did you do that?"
"Because you wanted me to."
I was searching for a reply. Raven planted her lips on mine again and
shoved her tongue in my mouth once more. I pushed her back again. She
pulled open my blouse and pulled up my bra. I was too frightened to move at
that moment.
She brought her lips close to mine. "Turn around."
I was frightened of her. I turned around and she snap something around my
wrists.
"What are you doing, Raven? Please! Stop! Let me go."
Her hands cupped my breasts; her thumbs rubbed across my
nipples. She leaned in and whispered in my ear. "You are a very beautiful
woman. Did you know that?"
I was about to reply, but she kissed me hard on the lips again.
"I think women of your age are so fucking sexy. I just love them."
Her words sent shivers through my body.
Her fingers unfastened my skirt, letting it drop to the floor. She
slid her tongue across my lips as she pulled my panties down.
"If you weren't so beautiful. I wouldn't be here right now."
"Please no! Please. Raven. Listen to me..."
Raven licked my lips again with her tongue, sending shivers through my
body.
I tried to step back. "Raven. Listen to me! I am not a lesbian."
She leaned in and whispered in my ear again. "That even makes you
more delicious."
She pushed me down on the sofa. "You look so beautiful all tied up and
naked like that."
Raven knelt down beside me. "Open your mouth." She took a ball gag from her
pocket and shoved it in my mouth.
She smiled at me. "I don't think you know how sexy you are Mrs. Baker."
Her hand slowly rubbed across my boobs; her thumbs flicked at my
nipples. She slid her hand down my stomach, to my crotch.
She leaned in and kissed me on the cheek. "Open your legs. Or I'll do it
for you."
I was to frightened to do anything else. I slowly parted my thighs. I
almost fainted when her fingers touched my pussy.
"Such a nice hot pussy! But too much hair. I shave mine. I suppose
we could shave yours too."
I couldn't reply with the gag in my mouth. I tried to struggle against the
cuffs, but they were too tight. Her fingers slid inside me. She touched my
clit. Again, I almost fainted.
She chuckled. "What a nice little magic button you have."
I jumped when she flicked it a few more times.
She moved her hand to my nipples. "I love your beautiful nipples."
She leaned in and licked one with her tongue. That also sent shivers
through my body.
"They taste so good!"
I was so embarrassed and humiliated. I felt like I wanted to cry; I was
becoming very wet; I didn't like my reactions at all.
Raven kissed me softly on the lips this time. "I could spend all
night with you. I could drive insane. You would beg me to fuck you."
My breathing was much shorter now. I was ashamed at how she had aroused me.
Raven stood up and smiled down at me. "Relax. I'm not going to do anything
to you Mrs. Baker. I just thought you should get to know me better. That's
all. Lean forward."
She removed the cuffs from my wrists and removed the gag. I was
unable to look her in the face. I stared at the fireplace, holding my legs
tight together. She stepped around, lifting my chin with her hand. She gave
me another soft kiss and licked my lips. "I'll be you taste so sweet
Kathryn. I have to go now. You have a nice evening, beautiful lady."
I sat on the sofa naked for a long time. Trying to wrap my head
around what just happened to me. The humiliation I felt. I had never been
so submissive around anyone. She stripped everything away from me. I had no
defenses; it was if she hypnotized me. I had goosebumps just thinking about
it.
Suddenly the door opened and it was Amanda. "Mom? Why are you
sitting on the sofa naked? I haven't see you naked since I was little
girl."
I quickly pulled my arms up to cover my nipples. "I'm so sorry Amanda. I
was going to take a shower and I got side tracked in the living room."
I jumped up and headed for my bedroom. Amanda remarked something I didn't
care to hear.
"Hey, Mom. You look great."
It was Saturday morning. I rolled over in bed and saw the sun
peeking through the blinds. My bedroom door opened and there was Amanda in
just her panties.
"Are you still in bed? You were taking me to the mall, remember?"
I quickly nodded, rubbing my eyes. "Yes, I'm sorry sweetheart. I'll be
ready in a few minutes."
"Ok mom. We can eat at the mall."
I parked the car close to the main entrance. We had breakfast at
the mall restaurant. Amanda wanted to go into the music store.
I waved her on. "Ok, I'll wait for you over here."
I no sooner sat down and I saw Raven with some of her friends coming my
way. Suddenly I felt as if I was going to have an anxiety attack. My heart
began to beat faster. Why did this girl have such a profound effect on me?
Raven stopped and smiled. "Mrs. Baker. You look really great
today."
I smiled at her for a second. "Thank you."
I pointed. "Amanda is in the music store."
Raven introduced her friends. "This is my friend, Echo and this is my
friend, Willow."
She turned and smiled at me. "This is Amanda's mom. Kathryn."
I smiled at them. "Nice to meet you both."
"We're going to the food court. You wanna come with us?"
"No thanks. Amanda and I just breakfast in the restaurant. I told Amanda I
would wait for her here."
Raven turned to her friends. "Go inside and tell Amanda her mom has gone to
the food court with me."
Raven wrapped her around me. "Shall we go?"
I wanted to say no; I wanted to, but I couldn't
Raven leaned in close to me as we walked. "You know I masturbated all last
nigh just thinking about you."
"Please Raven. Don't do this. Please I'm begging you."
She hugged me tighter. "I know and it makes me so fucking hot when you
beg."
We sat down in one of those half round booths. Raven went over to
get one of those big hot pretzels; a soda for her and a coffee for me.
Willow sat down. "Amanda said she would meet up with us later. She went to
the jewelry store."
Suddenly two more girls joined us.
Raven raised her hand. "This is Luna and this is Mist."
I was held in the middle of five teenage girls. I felt like I was
in jail and these were my cell mates.
Raven leaned over and whispered in my ear. "I sense you would like to be
alone with me."
Raven held up her hand. "Hey, girls! We can hang later. OK? See you at the
arcade?"
The four girls got up and left.
Raven smiled at me. "You're embarrassed and shy. I love that about
you."
I gathered up all the strength I could muster. "Raven. I don't think you
should come to my house any more. I'll forget about what
happened. Please. Just don't come by."
Raven placed her hand on my thigh. "You're still afraid. There's no need. I
would never do anything to hurt a woman as beautiful as you."
She patted me on the inner thigh. "I'll come by tonight and we can talk."
"Please Raven! Don't make me do something I'll regret."
She smiled at me with those big white teeth. "Regret? I kissed you so many
times? I stripped you and made you totally wet?"
She knew how to push the humiliation button. She stripped away my defenses
again.
Raven leaned in and whispered in my ear. "Wear that pink robe you have in
the closet. The one with the fur on it. I love that one."
She got up and disappeared into the crowd of people.
All of a sudden, I saw Amanda. She sat down beside me.
"Did you see Raven?"
"Yes. And please don't invite her to the house anymore."
"Why?"
"Because. She frightens me. And, I don't want her there."
"Oh mom. You're over reacting again. Raven looks and talks scary but she's
not."
"Will you be home tonight?" "No. Traci and me are going to the
movies with Willow."
I sat up. "I can go with you. I haven't seen a movie in a long time."
Amanda shook her head. "I can't go to the movies with my mom! I'd be a
laughing stock of the school."
Amanda left for the movies. I couldn't tell her about Rave. I knew
Raven would be coming and I didn't want to be alone with her. I was so
frustrated. My hands were shaking as I reached in the closet for the pink
robe. Why did this girl scare me so much. I jumped off the floor when the
door bell rang. I opened the door and Raven stepped inside.
She stared at me for a long time. "God! I can't believe how beautiful you
are."
She leaned in and kissed me on the lips. "Go in the living room and
let me look at you."
I didn't say a word. I stood in front of the sofa and watched her sit down.
"Give me you hand."
She kissed my fingers one at a time. "You know how much I love you?"
I could see tears in her eyes.
"Please Raven. Please don't tell me that."
She held onto my hand. "I know you're not a lesbian. I know you don't love
me. And that tears my guts out. Tell me to leave. I'll leave now. I won't
ever come here again."
She was such a strong girl. I didn't think I would ever see her cry. I felt
so submissive at that moment.
I unfastened my robe and let it drop to the floor. I stood up
straight with my chest out. "I think I'm ready. If you love me. Show me."
I lost track of how many orgasms I had that night. Raven was like a
spider. Her arms and legs were all over me. Her lips and tongue was
everywhere. I was begging her to give me a rest. My legs were so weak,
Raven had to help me into the bathroom.
"Raven. You need to go before Amanda comes home."
I stepped into the shower. "I don't want her to ever know about
this."
Raven stood in the doorway, smiling at me. "She already knows."
I froze in my steps. "What? How?"
"Because I sent them all to the movies. So I could be alone with you."
I suddenly felt a burst of anger. "And I thought you were sincere? And all
the tears? You did all this just so you could get me in bed?"
Raven held up her hand. "No. No that is not true.."
I threw the towel at her. "Get OUT!"
"Kathryn. Listen"
"I said GET OUT!"
After she left; I sat on the floor of the shower. I cried and watched my
tears go down the drain with the water. I felt so stupid and ashamed. Like
a fool.
I was curled up in bed when Amanda came home. She knocked on my
door. "Mom? Mom are you asleep? Mom?"
"Come in. I'm not asleep."
Amanda sat on the side of the bed. "Raven came to the theater crying her
eyes out. What did you do?"
I quickly raised up. "WHAT DID I DO?"
I reached over and grabbed her by the arms. "You're just lucky I
don't spank your little ass!"
Amanda pulled back away from me. "What did I miss here?"
"You missed a good laugh! It was all about humiliating your mom! A great
big joke."
"I told Raven you were too sensitive. That you over react to everything."
"OH! Really? You did?"
Amanda jumped off the bed. "Yes! You get like this and you won't
listen to anybody any anything. You just shut everything out! Even me!"
I took a deep breath. "Ok. Ok Amanda. Why do you tell me about it."
"The first day Raven met you. She told me you were the most beautiful woman
she ever seen. She said she loved you. She wanted to know everything about
you. I told her you were straight; You were married once; You were hurt
deeply by what dad did; You just work and take care of me. You don't do
anything for yourself."
I propped myself with some pillows and listened to what she said.
Amanda continued. "Raven said she wanted to make you the happiest woman in
the world. I told her you didn't have a sex life. But if she could make you
happy. I would do anything to make that happen. I wanted you to be happy."
Amanda sat back down on the edge of the bed. "Raven said she would
make you the happiest woman ever. If she could be alone with you for one
night. I'm sorry if you think I'm a horrible daughter for trying to make
you happy."
I grabbed her and pulled her onto the bed with me. "Oh baby. I'm sorry. I
just wish you would have informed me of what you had in mind for me."
Amanda shook her head. "Sure mom. Hey guess what? Raven is going to
make love to you. She's a little kinky. Bondage and all that stuff. But she
loves you and wants to make you happy. By the way; I'm in on it too. Tell
me how you would've over reacted to that one."
I held her close to my breast. "Let me tell you how I felt. I actually fell
in love with Raven. She turned things upside down inside me. It frightened
me. But it also excited me. I gave into her. I thought she was treating me
like some one night stand."
Amanda snuggled up to me. "Can I sleep in here with you tonight. I
promise no inappropriate touching. All I want to do is hold you close to
me. Like I use to when I was a little girl. I would sleep on your boobs and
listen to your heart beat."
She undressed, then climbed under the covers with me.
She snuggled up close. "Hold me mom."
I woke up the next morning, Amanda was still sleeping on me with her arm
across my chest and her head on my boob.
I fixed french toast with bananas; Amanda's favorite breakfast. I
had my coffee and bowl of hot cereal.
"Can you drive me to the mall again? Of course, if you got me a car. You
wouldn't have to drive me."
"Yeah, right. I'm taking you."
When we got there, Amanda insisted I come into this jewelry
store. She wanted a set of ear rings.
As we came out, we bumped into that girl called Luna. "Hey. You seen
Raven?"
Amanda shook her head. "No. Isn't she usually here by now?"
Luna shook her head. "No. She never went home last night. Maybe she ran
away again."
Suddenly there was a lump in my stomach. "Well. Maybe she'll show
up later."
Luna shook her head. "Not if she had a fight with her foster mom. She'd
split for the streets again."
We stayed around the mall for several hours but none of Raven's friends had
seen or heard from her. I couldn't help feel that maybe it was my fault she
was missing.
I drove home and parked the car in the garage. I went to close the
door and there stood Raven.
"Everyone is looking for you at the mall. They thought maybe you ran away."
She stepped closer to me. "I had to come back to see you once more. I don't
know what I did to hurt you. I want to tell you I never wanted to."
I hugged her. "I thought you were using me. Just a cheap one night
stand. That's what hurt me."
Raven stepped away from me. "I couldn't do that. I loved you."
I reached out for her hand. "Ok. I might have over reacted. Amanda says I
do it all the time. Can we can start over? Tell me when you want to come
over. Tell me what you want me to wear."
Raven interrupted. "I'd really like to take inside right now and fuck your
brains out."
I held my hand. "Please. Last night you rode me hard. We need to do
something less strenuous?"
Raven slowly walked over to me and pulled me close. "I can strip
you naked and tie you up. Put a collar around your neck and lead you around
naked all night.'
She gave me a kiss with her tongue again. "You'll have to do whatever I
say."
At that moment, I could feel myself slipping away again.
Raven slowly removed all my clothes. She kissed me every time she
took something off. "I love stripping you. It makes me hot."
She tied my hands behind my back; put the ball gag into my mouth; fastened
a dog collar around my neck with a leash.
She gently jerked the leash. "Kneel."
I got down on my knees. She gave me another order. "Look up at me."
She slid her hand across my boobs. "God. You are beautiful. I cried all
night when I thought I lost you."
I softly whispered up to her. "I do love you too."
She jerked the leash again. "Stand up. Spread your legs. Show me your
beautiful pussy."
She walked up to me, her hand rubbing my pussy. Her right hand
moved up the crack of my ass. "You're a submissive by nature. I can tell
you crave the humiliation."
It was like she could see inside me; how could she know that?
She slapped my butt as she unhooked the leash. "Parade for me. Back and
forth around the room. But don't leave my sight."
Raven sat on the sofa and barked out orders. "Walk straight
up. Keep your chest out. Arch your back. Stick your ass out. Walk as sexy
as you look."
She made me feel like a piece of meat and it was driving me crazy.
"Come here. Spread your legs." She slid her fingers inside me. "I thought
so. You're really wet.
She poked her fingers in me again. "I love those whiny little sounds you
make when I touch you. It's like a cat purring."
She was right; I was wet and I wanted to cum. She was just playing
with me, frustrating me more and more. Sexual denial was so arousing.
Suddenly, I heard the door open and I saw Amanda walk in. I was so
humiliated I could have melted into the floor. She was looking straight at
me.
She smiled. "Oh mom. You really are beautiful to look at."
I couldn't look her in the eyes. I held my head down because I was
too embarrassed. She put her hand on my chin and held my head up. "I can
see why Raven loves you so much. When you're like this. I can fall in love
with you too."
She let her hands drop to my boobs, rubbing my nipples with her palm. "I
hate when we argue. You make so mad and I hate that. You look so happy when
you're like this. That makes me happy for you."
I couldn't hold my tears back. I loved my baby so much. Raven took
the gag from my mouth and kissed me with her tongue. It gave me
goosebumps. She turned my head to Amanda. She kissed me with her tongue and
that made me shivered.
Raven turned to Amanda. "You hear those little whiny sounds she makes?"
Amanda smiled, nodding her head. "Yes. I do."
Raven stroked my butt. "I love those sounds. They make so hot."
I felt very special to have these beautiful girls in love with
me. We lay on the bed, one on each side of me. Raven with her hand on my
pussy; Amanda with her hand on my boobs. I didn't know what the future
would hold for us. I didn't know if I would serve them both. I knew I never
wanted to fight with my daughter again. If that meant I had to be
submissive to her; then I would.
They pulled me off the bed. "Come on. We need to take a shower."
Raven pushed my hair back. "I want to shave your pussy clean."
Amanda leaned over and kissed me. "I want to lick it dry."
I handed Raven the razor and stepped into the shower. I wanted to stay in
there forever with my two girls.
Kathryn sat in the quiet of her kitchen, with the sun just up and a warm
cup of coffee in her hand. She contemplated the events of the past few
weeks, putting together the little clues she had missed. How the girls had
set her up and where this might be going.
I feel sure there is far more to Raven's plan for me. This first week,
after seducing me she is introducing me to mild bondage and lesbian
sex. The most incredibly mind blowing moments of my life! OMG Raven is like
a sexual lesbian Goddess! She is making this so sexy and hot and so fun for
me! But, there is that darker side that comes out and a lot of mystery to
whatever my young Mistress has planned.
Amanda, my own daughter, knew this was right for me when Raven suggested
it. She loves her mother dearly and Raven is her new best friend. I suspect
she loves seeing her mom turned into a lesbian pet.
The butterflies stated fluttering and that warm, soft throbbing always
seemed just below the surface, ready to engulf me as I examine my new
life. I've done a lot of soul searching. Coming to grips with why I didn't
feel more guilty over what I'm doing with Raven and my own daughter
Amanda. This is good for us, and we all want it is the reality. As long as
we keep it secret, that is.
My coffee still warm in my hands, as warm shivers stir in my loins. What a
sick woman I've become, but we all love each other and it feels more right
than anything I've ever done.
Within a few days, it's beginning to feel normal. The new arrangement of
being molested and toyed with by Raven. Sometimes with my daughter watching
or even taking part. That itself, should tell me how sick and perverted I
am. Well it's not really normal, but not something as sick as it sounds
either.
Sure, I'm an older woman who is becoming the lover and submissive pet to my
incredibly sexy young lover and Mistress Raven. It was a whirlwind of new
experiences and passions. I may be a sex deprived woman who willingly
succumbed to those passions, but I'm also a mom.
I feel so changed, yet I still feed the dogs and make the coffee and see to
the online aspects of running the stores. I continue to show up at one or
the other most days. Luckily I have my old friend Julia at the West Mall
store and Echo, Julia's young niece at the Downtown store. Both are more
than capable of managing them without me.
What is really helping me cope, is how Amanda is protecting me. Yes, things
have now changed and yes, I'm Raven's property now and that makes me shiver
all over. Raven... Raven is so fucking hot and the way she had me tied up
last night. No wonder my nipples are sore this morning.
Finding out Raven has other pets, was no surprise. They tell me I will just
adore little Willow, the wild and funny sexpot with the piercings, body
jewelry and cobalt blue hair. She is stunning in the pictures they've shown
me. I find it hard to imagine she is in a submissive role too but this is
all new to me.
Jade, on the other hand looks every bit like the sweet shy tiny little
girl. She is the same age as the rest of them, but she looks mid to early
teens with her middle eastern beauty. Her long wavy hair and dark eyes are
warmly hypnotic.
Most of Amanda's girlfriends are on Facebook. I've met so many of her
friends over the years. Some of her inner circle friends call me `Mamma
Kate'. Raven tells me this is going to be a big day for me.